I feel stuck. I am losing my hope of ever being thin. Maybe this is the weight I will be forever. I don't want to be, I mean, my knees hurt and I seriously can't stand the overflow above the button of my pants. None of my clothes look cute anymore. I don't know where to find my motivation. I keep saying I don't want to be a fat mom, but I can't seem to get anywhere. I feel so tired after working all morning, then coming home and taking care of the baby, I just can't seem to get on my gazelle or do any exercise. And the gazelle is so easy and easy on my knees. I am just exhausted. I have done a few things right, I am not pigging out late in the night when my husband goes to work, I have done really well not having a lot of 'carbs', I have been drinking my slim fast for breakfast again and bringing what I feel is healthy lunches to work. I am cooking at night and not eating junk or fast food. I seriously just need to focus on exercise. I told myself 25 sit ups, I couldn't even stick to that. I need some motivation from someone, anyone, is there anyone else out there that feels like they are fighting a losing battle?!?!?!
By the way, I was 243.5 today when I weighed. I usually weigh in the morning right when I get out of the shower, but today I just weighed and it is almost 6 at night... does it make a difference when I weigh? I wish...lol
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Don't focus on being thin. Focus on being healthy. You are beautiful no matter what your size! Be a positive, healthy role model for Chase and so that you can live a long life!
ReplyDeleteDo you count calories or stick to the basic food pyramid guide? Make is easy and simple with a dash of exercise! You can do it!!!